【Translation】 Haikei, Itoshii Kizu e

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拝啓、愛しい疵へ

CV: Inoue Takara (井上宝)

Track 1: I’m home, Sister. Please give me a hug like you used to.

[0:14]

It’s so spacious.

Did you forget? The color of these eyes, don’t they look familiar?

Yes, it’s me, Tatsumi, Sister. I’ve returned from studying overseas.

You can’t believe it? …Like how I’m back? Or is it how I’ve grown so tall that you have to tilt your head up when I used to be even more petite than you, Sister?

For times like these, you should say I’ve grown to be quite good-looking.

Hearing an actual honest compliment… I feel embarrassed.

Then, once again, I’m home, Sister. Please give me a hug like you used to.

[1:33]

Why are you getting all nervous?

I’m like a man you don’t know… Please don’t say such things.

Oh, sorry! I’ve been living out here for the past six years and it’s become a habit. That was a greeting. It’s normal overseas.

After dinner, let’s have a cup of tea and catch up on the past. I’m sure that during dinner, I’ll be bombarded with questions from Mom and Dad and not be able to have a slow conversation with you.

Then, I’ll go grab my bags, so I’ll see you again at dinner.

[3:02]

No need to be so courteous. I was taught how to make tea while I was studying abroad, so please allow me to treat you to it.

Come on, Sister, take a seat.

It was my first family meal in a while, so I was kind of nervous. …Being an adult, it makes me embarrassed.

Yeah. I’m glad that Mom and Dad haven’t changed.

It’s like the three of you were a real family when I was away.

It’s raining, isn’t it? It’s even starting to thunder. What a severe thunderstorm.

Being scared of thunder… Isn’t this from before I went to study abroad? As you can imagine, I’m not going to be afraid of thunder and be clinging to my sister anymore, so please don’t tease me.

[4:15]

I think it should be ready now. Water quality there and in Japan is different, so I hope it turned out okay.

I’m going to mix it a bit more, so please wait for a moment.

Sister, umm…there’re plenty of rooms available in the main residence, so why are you living in such a lonely, remote annex? Also, I heard that despite helping with work and my father’s business, you choose not to get paid. Why are you going out of your way to do these things?

Is this you trying to repay the favor?

And as a way to help the business, you even got engaged……

[5:26]

Yes, I heard that you had a fiance from my father.

My mother and father think of you, the orphaned child of that couple, as their own daughter. I’m sure that you know that yourself, right? There’s no need for you to be so self-sacrificing-

Sister, you’re still treating me like a child even now, aren’t you?

No, it’s nothing.

Here you go. It’s a bit of a morning habit, but I added sugar and turned it into milk tea.

Please go on ahead.

[6:28]

My mom was raised like one of those so-called “young ladies,” so the one who truthfully raised me was you, wasn’t it, Sister?

No, I was remembering where you grabbed a classmate who made fun of my eyes, Sister. I was just made fun of, but because you said that they were beautiful like your favorite glass marbles, I grew to love these eyes that looked like they were passed on from other relatives.

Though I love your chocolate-like eyes more, Sister.

You read me a lot of books too, Sister, so I had fun when I was studying too, and I was able to bear the loneliness of my parent’s absence.

More than anything, I loved you, Sister.

Yes, past tense.

ーーBecause now, I despise you, Sister.

[7:59]

The cup broke, didn’t it? Are you hurt?

Doesn’t look like it, it seems.

You’re starting to feel hazy, right? I obtained some drugs during my studies abroad. There are many drugs there that are not approved in Japan.

Like a drug that does not harm the body, but only robs it of its freedom. And others of that nature.

Why?

Because while I was away, you went and had marriage talks without my knowledge, and next thing I know, you got engaged, obviously!

And my father did something uncalled for. …The only way for Sister to be happy is to be married to me for life.

[9:03]

Let’s stop this whole marriage thing.

There’s nothing wrong with breaking off the engagement at the current stage.

……Being a filial daughter.

Well, whatever. I told Mom and Dad to not walk in on us because I want to spend quality time with you before university starts. And it looked like you could take a break from helping at the business.

My mother said this: “Tatsumi sure is attached to his sister.”

Having a man and woman spend time alone together… Just how long does she plan to think of me as a child?

We may be brother and sister, but we’re a man and woman first…

Right?

 

Track 2: It’s a Signal for Me to Treat You as a Woman ーーThis Kiss

[0:09]

You’re still feeling dazed, right?

Don’t worry, I measured the amounts properly, so there is no risk to your body. Your consciousness will be a little muddled, that’s all.

It will end while you’re still trying to gauge whether it’s a dream or reality.

At first, that is…

I was planning to keep things vague, but doing it the first time on top of a table is, I’d say, a bit too much. Let me carry you over to the bed.

[1:24]

Hmm? Did you say something?

Now that the drug’s kicked it, you can’t talk straight or move, can you?

Shh.

I’ve always wanted to touch these lips. I’ve loved you, for the longest time, since forever.

Wow, wow… Please look at me.

[3:08]

It’s really sweet.

Sister, Sister… This is like a dream, Sister. I’m kissing you. This is completely different from the goodnight kisses we used to have.

Can you tell? It’s a signal for me to treat you as a woman – this kiss.

The Yaegashi family will benefit from it… I’ll make it clear to you, the idiot who accepted an engagement for a stupid reason like that. ーーI’ll be violating you.

Not as my sister, but as a woman…until your heart shatters. Forever, with no one else in sight. I’ll make my mark inside your womb and destroy that precious baby-making place of yours.

[5:12]

This dress doesn’t suit you, does it?

This was given to you by the aforementioned man you’re engaged to, right? You should end it with a man that’s only able to choose this for you.

Is that supposed to be some form of resistance?

It’s useless. Your body isn’t going to listen to you.

[5:42]

What a cute bra. …But, you don’t need that either.

I’ll ravage you furiously, my foolish, one and only beloved.

You smell nice.

Did you know? I was never actually scared of thunder.

But every time I told you I’m scared, you would hug me, and I wanted to enjoy these soft breasts.

They really are soft and feel nice.

[8:03]

Women are amazing… They have something so soft that it feels like they’ll be crushed if I grip them too hard.

Of course, I’m not going to crush them. Instead…

They’re hard now. It’s cute how you’re honest.

The other side looks lonely. I’ll use my fingers to give this side some attention.

It sends chills when I drag my fingertip across the fabric, right? When I decided I’d have sex with you, I did a lot of studying.

“What could I do to make you feel good?”

This is my first time putting that into practice, so please tell me if I’m wrong.

[11:05]

Do you like this?

When I pick at it, your hips jump.

Here, scratch scratch, scratch scratch. Does it feel good? Your nipples are happily swollen and erect.

You’re a lewd person that gets played with by a younger man, by her younger brother…and a cute person.

And now, still here, too.

One day, I’ll make it so that you’ll cum from just your nipples.

[13:31]

Your underwear too…

What pointless resistance, you can barely move your arms and legs. You’re admirable and cute. Even if you could move, you can’t win against my strength.

Why are you wet?

Emitting this lewd scent… You’re trying to entice me, aren’t you?

I’m surprised, looks like the drugs are about to wear off. Did I put in too little? Trying to kick me with your cute feet, what a naughty girl.

It’ll be dangerous if the drugs wore out midway and you got hurt, so I’ll tie just your arms to the bed.

Sorry, just bear with it for a bit.

And then…

[15:22]

Hmm? This?

It’s extra drugs.

You took it in nicely. Now then, let’s begin.

What a cute pussy. It’s wet and it’s twitching. …You really were tempting me.

The drugs are in effect, so it shouldn’t hurt, but if it does hurt, please don’t hesitate to send me flying.

[17:31]

I’m sorry, I’m embarrassed that I’m like a dog in heat.

It’s finally our first time, so I can’t be so haphazard with everything, bright? I’ll be gentle.

I’ll start with your clitoris…

[18:16]

Your erect clit is so cute.

How the hell am I supposed to hold back?

So sweet.

There, there, more. What a cute voice.

[20:54]

I’m going to put my fingers in.

It’s soft…hot, and super tight. It’s clamping down on my fingers with all its life.

And it’s nice and wet inside too.

Let out your cute voice.

[22:03]

It looks to be safe, so let’s go harder.

You squirted, didn’t you, right? Becoming a soaking mess… Let’s have you squirt more.

You love it when I push up against your deepest inside with my thick fingers, right?

Please cum a ton.

C’mon, cum!

[23:32]

You were great, you felt good from having your pussy licked and teased a bunch.

Break off the engagement.

On that note, l’ll end it here. Let’s clean your underwear and clothes and enjoy quality time together until my university days begin. I came back because I desperately wanted to spend time like that with you, Sister.

It made me like this… That’s just how crazy it made me, even if you say no or refuse, I refuse to hear it.

 

Track 3: I’d Rather Fuck up the inside of Your Womb and Make You Incapable of Having Children for the Rest of Your Life than Let You Be Impregnated with Another Man’s Childーー……

[0:18]

Hey, look. I had your name tattooed onto the base of my thigh.

Is this your first time seeing a tattoo?

During my school, I was so lonely being away from you that I put it in there to prove that I belonged to you. Every time I masturbated and dirtied this tattoo, it was like I was dirting you…and it made me really happy.

Come on, don’t avert your eyes. Look at it properly.

Oh, I see. When you try to look at the tattoo, this enters your sight.

[1:30]

Your embarrassment is cute.

We used to take baths together as children, but I’ve grown a lot since then, haven’t I?

This massive cock is going to go deep inside you. I’m going to thrust ceaselessly into a part that shouldn’t be touched, jostle it up, and violate it.

Please take my first time.

[2:30]

Look, because you’re so cute, my cock is always kissing the entrance to your pussy.

The entrance is super wet, and at this rate, it’s really going to go in.

Kiss. Kiss, kiss.

You say no, but this is just foul play, don’t you think? Juices are trickling out of it like drool, and it’s begging for cock… This slut.

Why are you wet?

If you really hate it, then reject me. If you did that I’d…I’d be able to give up on you. So, why are you feeling it?

Were you like this with the other man too?!

[4:24]

It’s in… I’m really, I’m really having sex with my older sister.

There’s no more turning back now.

I’d told you, I’m not going to listen when you say no or tell me to stop. Do you remember the drug you took earlier?

You, that’s a drug made to open up your womb.

What do you think will happen? Right now I’m only halfway in, but when your womb opens up, it’ll swallow my cock directly.

The precious place meant for babies, a woman’s precious room, one that shouldn’t be entered… I’m going to shove my entire cock in it.

I told you that I’d smash it to bits, didn’t I?

[6:21]

Are you scared? You must be scared, right?

If your womb is destroyed, you won’t be able to have babies, right? If your body is no longer fit to give birth, you’d have to tell everyone, right?

You poor thing.

I’d rather fuck up the inside of your womb and make you incapable of having children for the rest of your life than let you be impregnated with another man’s child.

Once you’re no longer able to be taken as a bride, you can stay with me for the remainder of your life.

I’m not going to give you away to some man who came from god knows where.

I’ll never let you escape. Ever.

[7:53]

Open. Open! Open up your womb!

It really went in!

It’s so soft and hot inside your womb, and it’s clenching down on the head of my penis. …This is marvelous!

Not only that, you’re making those vulgar sounds.

It can’t be that it feels good, right?

If painful is all it is, then it’d be sad, wouldn’t it? I’m happy that a person as virtuous as you are far dirtier than I imagined you to be.

[9:18]

I’m going to cum.

I’m going to cum until your womb overflows, and violate even your eggs…and make it, make it all mine.

Don’t close your eyes. Look properly, look at me properly!

Go ahead, cry more. Cry out in that filthy voice. Let out those whorish sounds from your womb.

[10:27]

You’re tightening up, you’re cumming…

Like this, like this, I’m going to make you mine.

Cumming… I’m going to cum!

[11:32]

I’m sorry, everything’s…

It’s not over yet. Everything’s your fault. I can’t accept your engagement, so that’s why, I…

Huh?

How could I possibly be crying?

Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, I’m not crying! It’s all your fault, so silence. Silence!

[13:26]

You’re a whore who gets pleasure from having the inside of your womb violated… Make more, more vulgar cries!

Just shut up already.

Break, break. I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you, I’ll break you.

[15:14]

Have a body that’s unfit for marriage…and stay by my side forever, until the end of time. …By my side.

I love you.

I love you. I love you so much. I love you this much, and yet why, why, why, why do you… No, no, don’t leave me, Sister.

 

Track 4: Ahh, You Came. And You’re Being Touched by an Unkind Man

[0:01]

Okay, say “ahh,”

You’ve had nothing but soup for the past two days. Can’t you at least have some fruit?

Then, is there anything else you’d like to eat? Are you hurting somewhere?

I’m sorry, I can’t remove the restraints on your arms just yet.

That again?

I’m the one who wants you to give up. It would be a plus for the family’s business if you were to get married to that man, but it’s not a marriage that has to happen, my father said so himself.

Why are you set on that being your duty?

My father told me that he introduced you to him because he was thinking of your happiness. It’s something that can be easily dissolved if you so much as give the word.

If your goal is to be married, I’ll be the one to make you happy.

4 years, please wait until I graduate from university.

[1:28]

Are you seriously going to throw away your life!? You don’t even love that man!!

Is that so… That…

I suppose he’s infinitely more generous than me. So generous that even if you were to become incapable of bearing children, not only would he not break off the engagement, he would insist on it instead.

That’s what concerns me.

How about I be gentle with you this time?

[4:28]

Do you want me to touch you? …Do you want me to stroke your pussy with my fingers?

Well, I’d still do it even if you don’t want me to.

Closing your legs is not going to do anything, remember our difference in strength.

[5:53]

You act like you hate it, but your clitoris has popped out of its hood.

Hmm? Does it feel good?

Why wouldn’t it feel good? Your hips are trembling from having the deep parts of your pussy churned by my fingers.

Be truthful and say that it feels good.

Come on, say it. If you’re not going to say it…shall I call Mom and Dad here?

[8:39]

Right.

Your pussy feels good from having me finger it, doesn’t it? Come on.

Ahh, you came. And you’re being touched by an unkind man.

Should I put it in? …Into your soft, cumming pussy? Can I violate it and make it squelch filthily with my cock?

Hmm? Do you want me to stop?

I see, so you want me to stop?

I’m not going to listen though.

[10:24]

Because you resisted and put strength into your body, your pussy tightened up.

It’s pointless.

[11:23]

It’s hot and it feels so good…

Tightening up at the start…feels good. Damn it. For me, who was a virgin up until the other day, it’s too strong to withstand, and I’m going to cum. I can’t stop my hips.

Crap-

I’m cumming!

[15:57]

I love you, more than anyone, more than anything. I don’t need anything but you. I love you. I love you, so let me impregnate you.

I’ve decided to make you feel good and get you actually pregnant.

If you get pregnant with my child, you won’t be able to go to that man, could you? You’re not someone who could live carefreely after betraying a person.

There are still lingering effects from the drugs, I think, so if I put the tip up right against your looser than usual womb…

Since I shot it in directly, if you ovulate, you’ll be inseminated by me.

You’re a good girl, so get pregnant. Get pregnant. Get pregnant. Get pregnant. Get pregnant.

[18:21]

I will force you to give birth to my child.

I thought you were helpless, but that was an unexpected level of resistance.

Please don’t cry so tearfully like that… Your eyes are going to melt.

Do you hate it that much? Do you hate me that much?

That’s not it?

We’re related? You and I?

You’re really my father’s illegitimate child and it was a childless couple that had adopted you?

Did my mother know?

[20:02]

Because she knew, she had you raise me and treated you like a servant?

I see… She’s big-hearted, for better or worse, so she’s not the type to be intentionally harsh with you.

I thought their attitudes were strange when they took you in, but…the reason you rejected me isn’t because of that man, but because we’re actual siblings?

So that’s what it all is?

 

Track 5: If We’re Going to Remain Just Siblings, Then I Want to Leave a Scar, One That’ll Never Disappear

[0:18]

Your arms are a little red…

I’m sorry for doing all these horrible things. I’m sorry for getting lost in anger and getting violent.

……So, kill me.

My heart is here. Use your entire body weight and shove the entire blade inside me, so I can’t be resuscitated even if a mistake’s made.

[1:17]

It has nothing to do with the fact that you’re my actual older sister. If we have a bond thicker than water then it’s something to be nothing but joyous about.

If I had known that from the start, I would’ve never…

If you’re not going to love me or kill me, then I’ll take you away. I’ll kidnap you, rape you, and break you…until you can’t take it anymore and kill me. I’m prepared to commit that crime.

If we’re going to remain just siblings, then I want to leave a scar, one that’ll never disappear.

[2:24]

As you said, this may not be love, but it’s been this way for as long as I can remember. It has nothing to do with my own will.

You put on the face of a gentle older sister and cast a curse on me.

A curse to make others love you.

And yet, now you’re… Don’t reject me.

[3:51]

You’re the only one I love, so will you pass down judgment on me with that knife or will you love me? I want you to choose.

Sorry for being selfish, I’m the youngest child.

 

Ending 1: Beloved Scar

[0:35]

I’ll be heading off.

Oh, sorry, did I wake you? I’m starting university today, so I wanted to see your face before I leave home. There’s still time before your job starts, so you should sleep for a little longer-

Thank you.

I feel like I’ll be able to do my best when you see me off.

[1:18]

4 years. Please wait for me to graduate from university.

I’ll get a foothold during school, and upon graduation, I’ll be sure to create a place where we can live together.

The wound on my abdomen?

It’s mostly healed. It wasn’t like that fruit knife could pierce that far, anyway, I guess. Would you like a look?

See?

Don’t touch it too much. It tickles.

I want this scar to remain. This wound is proof that you judged me for my sins and then embraced me with love.

……A proof of your love.

[2:48]

Because you’re touching me so much, it, uh, just… I made the decision to not embrace you until I have made all the preparations.

When you touch my wound so gently, I find it a little…

I won’t do anything.

But…kiss you. Is that okay?

[4:17]

Open a little more.

Please wait for me.

I’ll be heading off, my one and only beloved of this world.

 

Ending Afterstory

[0:13]

Is it really okay?

But 4 years ago, I did something awful to you. I was even violent, and I might end up like that again?

How are you so certain? I can’t even trust myself.

Yes.

Can you say that again?

I love you too. I think I was 4 years old when I first noticed that I liked you. Do you remember that stuffed animal?

When I cried over the fact that my favorite stuffed animal’s eyes had a different color from mine, you said, “it has the same chocolate color as me, so it’s like your big sister!”

It’s that bear.

[1:42]

I tried to rip blue color eyes from other stuffed animals to replace them, but I preferred you, Sister.

In the end, I was left with an eyeless stuffed animal and a pair of plucked-out eyes.

I love you. I love you.

Nothing has changed in the slightest in the past 18 years. It’s only been you.

[3:37]

I’ll be absolutely gentle.

Does it feel good?

Here too.

[6:14]

It smells so nice.

Can I take off your shirt…? Your underwear too.

Sorry, I… I’m sorry, I came a little. I’ve been completely abstinent outside of masturbating for the past 4 years, so your body’s just…too attractive, and, and, how should I say it?

I’m so embarrassed, I want to disappear.

You’re…right. It’ll be great if we can take it slow.

Then let’s try that again.

[9:04]

Can I touch your breasts?

Your belly too…

I had done something terrible to this place. Have you experienced anything unusual after that?

I’m at ease knowing that a doctor has given a thumbs-up.

Please let me spend the rest of my life making amends.

[11:29]

Stand up and let me see.

It’s a little wet, your cute pussy.

Your labia are too, how lewd.

You’re soaked now. It’s adorable. Does it feel good?

Nope, say it with your mouth. Tell me whose tongue is making you feel good.

Say, Tatsumi, “Tasumi is making my pussy feel good with his tongue,”

Call my name.

I’m happy. Say it more. I wish I could hear you call me for all of eternity, if anything.

[14:52]

Are you scared?

Please tell me if you feel uncomfortable. If it feels even the slightest bit painful, I’ll immediately stop.

Can I kiss during it?

I’m not going to suddenly start moving. For now, I’m going to stay like this…

[16:52]

You’re tightening up deep inside, aren’t you?

How cute, I love you.

Look at me, call my name.

Again. Again. No, say it again, again and again. And then say, “I love you.”

Sorry for being selfish.

Me too, I love you too. I belong entirely to you.

[19:15]

Does it feel like it’s not enough?

Then I’ll slowly start moving.

[20:51]

Are you okay? Is anything painful? Are you hurting?

Okay, I’ll go further then.

I knew it…this place, the back of your neck, your nape. It’s emitting a good smell.

[23:35]

You’re delicious.

Are you about to cum? …Then, drown in pleasure.

Your tongue, I want to suck on your tongue. Stick it out.

I love you. I love you. Together, let’s…

[27:01]

I’m unbelievably happy.

 

Ending 2: Fatal Wound

[0:31]

Good morning.

Now, let me violate you a whole bunch again today.

Be quiet. Shut up.

Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up! Do not deny me!

[1:28]

Hey, you slut, the cum I let out yesterday is all spilling out. Tighten up properly. If you’re going to keep letting it drip everywhere, I’m going to splurt it directly in your womb again…and then I’ll sew it up tight, so it doesn’t leak.

Come on, tighten up!

Resist all you want.

This is a villa deep inside the mountains that I inherited from my grandfather. There’s no one here and no one will come. By the time people realize and find us, you’d already be broken,

Break, break! If you’re not going to love me, then break!

[3:02]

You tightened up.

Don’t start getting turned on from being raped, you slut!

Die! Die! Come on, die! Die! Die while cumming!

[4:24]

Hey, hey, should I just break you apart?

I’m about to cum.

I’m cumming…

Your womb’s become loose, hasn’t it? I went in easily. As expected of a slut, your womb is sucking me off.

I’ll pump everything into your womb.

Cumming-!

[5:51]

Come on, tighten up properly, so you don’t spill anything. I’m going to pull out.

Come on, tighten.

Now that I think of it, you were always the one taking me to the toilet when I was a kid, Sister.

My kind, kind, Sister, take me to the toilet.

Or should I say… Became my toilet.

[7:37]

It feels warm at the tip, it’s all collecting in your womb. It feels pretty good, honestly.

Thank you, Sister.

Oh, but as it is, all the precious semen I gave you is gonna submerged it in. Should I cum inside you again? But, wait, if I cum inside you while you’re filled with urine, will my sperm drown?

What do you think, Sister?