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CV: Okitsu Kazuyuki (興津和幸)
Alternative Track 8: Failed Vengeance ～Black King～
Is dying, really, really the only path?
At this point, I’m done with filling the cup with water, if I don’t have the resolve to die in order to be cured of my disease then, I have no need for water.
I don’t want to die, although I’m dying with you, I don’t, I don’t want to die just yet.
Yes, yes I know, I know full well that it’ll be hopeless at this rate and that this pain will only grow greater. However, I can’t die, I can’t die leaving this kingdom without a successor.
That said, I can’t have a successor with you. If I’ll be afflicted by the curse on your body if I overlap my body with yours, then it’s impossible to have a successor.
I can’t see what lies beyond but I’ll share my fate with you.
For now, for the time being, please let me raise my trivial complaints. I’m a King and I must consider the kingdom itself.
How can I still say that once this illness progresses and I’m nothing more than a murderer?
In that case, follow me, you’ve changed my fate, you’ve taught me about the cursed sword and my illness, and you’ve taught me that the curse you possess can free me from the power of the cursed sword.
I see no future for my kingdom but let’s see what’s an inch ahead.
I’ll find another path. I’ll protect this life until the day it devours my entire body, and the same applies to yours.
So when the time comes, offer your life to me then.
I love you so please let me hold you.
I want more, in truth, I desire more of you.
Come, starting today, you’ll be living in my room.
Right now, I’ll make, I’ll make all of you mine, at least that’s what I wish to do.
But right now, with just this, I’m going crazy just by stroking your soft breasts. And when I touch your stiff pointed ends, it makes my mind go numb and drives me to desire you more and more.
More, even more, to no end.
I want to enter inside and be deeply connected with you.
I love you, I love you.
No, I can’t die yet and I don’t want to kill you yet either. You lived solely for the sake of revenge, didn’t you?
For the sake of revenge, surely you must’ve been…all alone.
Yes, yes that’s right, the Colorless had beautiful transparent eyes like yours.
The Colorless that were said to have possessed some strange powers were feared by all 4 kings for said power.
The people who had beautiful eyes like yours were feared by us…
!? Wait, are you perhaps the kid from that day?!!
That day, the one who glared at me while crying a river of tears that day, that oneーー
But despite that, despite that, you fell in love with me. Even though I murdered your family right in front of your eyes and even pointed my sword at you, despite that, you still-
Just now deep does it run to love me in spite of all that…
I remember. I remember. The eyes you had that day were far too beautiful and intense that I wasn’t able to kill you. In the face of the sheer strength emanating from a still undeveloped girl, I wasn’t able to kill you.
Maybe the reason I never laid hands on you was so this could happen, perhaps this was all predestined.
So that this would be the outcome, is that the reason you and I met?
I’m sorry and I’m grateful that you appeared in front of me.
Silence, why are you stopping me?
Don’t ask me where I’m heading and don’t say that I mustn’t..!!!
Then what should I do? Are you saying that you CAN DO SOMETHING about THE SEVERE ACHING FROM MY DISEASE?!!
I must kill, I must kill or else I’ll die. I’ll die as the disease takes over me.
It’s agony, you understand that right?
With this cursed sword, I have no choice but to butcher people, the urge to kill, kill, to kill someone, anyone is struggling around inside me.
So tell me what I should do about this pain…!?
I don’t want to kill you, I don’t want to kill you, I’m begging you, please don’t make me kill you, and please, please don’t stop me for such reasons.
Please, I’m begging you, do it so that I don’t go on a rampage. Please.
I’ll head out, I’ll be back before long.