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びいどろ心中 ～三夜の夢 仰木千久佐の場合～
CV: Miura Hiroaki (三浦祥朗)
Track 1: Sound of Rain
Hey! What were you doing with together with the driver just now?
Don’t play dumb, before the rain started pouring, you were talking to him outside no? I saw it from my room window you know?
Did you do something you can’t speak of to the next family head? What a shameless woman.
Hah? What’s shameless?
I-It’s…it’s that, like a k-k-kiss.
W-Who cares about that!? You really are an idiot aren’t you?
You truly know nothing. To begin with, that talk about the weather, with that kind of sky during rainy season, of course it’s gonna rain. Or more precisely, even though you’re discussing the weather, why would anyone be patting your head?
As you hold onto that handrail, where exactly are you trying to go?
Hah!? Where my older brother is…?
Tch. Let him grab the book himself. Or perhaps, can my sickly brother not get up from his bed anymore?
I’ll go dump this in my brother’s room. After that, I’ll go tell my elder brother who hasn’t yet succeeded the family, “Why isn’t nice that you’ve got the position to push servants around?”
We should cherish each other because we’re siblings…? Who cares about that? Seriously, why is it all on me?
After visiting my brother’s room, I’ll be going to Asakusa with my classmates, however, you must never leak that to the old geezer. If he asks you anything, tell him that I left for a group study meeting per usual.
It’s not like you can’t cover for me, you will cover for me, that’s the type of servant you are no?
You’re terrible at it.
Huh? The date’s changed just now has it not? It’s quite early. And you’re here blowing on a glass toy by yourself in the small hours of the morning, do you realize that it’s creepy? I thought you were a ghost you know?
I’ll listen. Like I said, I’m saying that I’ll hear the reason for your gloomy face.
What with that surprised idiotic look on your face? If it’s unnecessary meddling, I’ll return back to my room then.
Oh, I-I see, one about your parents.
Huh? Hmm, so it’s a sentimental glass toy that bought for you when you were a child. If you’re that lonely, then how about you cry? They say you’d feel refreshed after you have a cry no?
You’ve decided never to cry following the death of your parents eh.
Don’t get all shocked from me lending you my jacket, what irritating woman you are. You’ll do your best to wash it and return it to me clean won’t you?
Return back to your room so you don’t catch a cold, if you catch a cold, you’ll cause trouble for all the other servants.
Track 2: Immature
Saya Sakunosuke is an idiot. Despite going as far as to say that, is there such thing as a fool who’d respond obediently?
Like I thought, as an impudent little young master, your upbringing must’ve been nice wasn’t it? If it were me, I’d make advances.
Hah!? I-I’m referring to women obviously.
Sakunosuke’s cousin…? I have no interests in brats, that girl is only 12 this year no? So that’s impossible.
You’re interested in me?
We’ve only played once together in the past no? Don’t take the words of a child so seriously you know?
Hmm? What’s the matter Seishin?
Oh, what? It’s you.
Tea…? Good grief, don’t have this girl bring it to you.
Now leave it here, and hurry and get out.
Hah!? This person’s my woman??? Stop getting carried away with your sleep talk!!!
Sakunosuke, you bastard, if you’re going to apologize then apologize to me.
Don’t you dare speak to her okay? And in the first place, this woman constantly reeks of the countryside, and to make matters worse, she’s super dense. Who the hell would fall in love with a woman like that?!!
Hah? Seishin, are you serious? She’s cute…?
You have terrible tastes too eh.
HURRY UP AND GET OUT IF YOU’RE DONE WITH YOUR BUSINESS!!!
What’s with that!?
Shut up! Because of you, I’m in a horrible mood.
Seishin that bastard, even after you were gone, he wouldn’t stop rambling on about how you were cute and a nice girl.
Just my brother and that driver weren’t enough eh, now you went off made my friends ogle at you as well?!!
That hurt! Tch. Let go of me.
Blood…? That’s not particularly a big deal. This much, if I lick it, it’ll heal-
Such exaggeration. Hey, don’t tug on me!!!
I get it, I’ll sit.
Even if you didn’t become so frantic, I was simply slightly cut by a piece of broken glass no?
You’re indiscriminately kind to everyone aren’t you?
If it’s not like you’re indiscriminate, then are you self-interested? But I guess you aren’t that clever of a person for that though.
So what’s your reason for being kind to others?
You’re just repaying the kindness that was given to you eh. But have I ever even been kind to you?
I’m always kind? Me…? Don’t you think you’re a masochist? I gave you that jacket on a whim.
The time when I visited your house? Oh, of course I remember-
Of course not! It’s something that I couldn’t care less about it.
I was looking out for you in various ways whenever you were feeling hopeless? That’s…you reek so much of the countryside, and I found that curious, that’s all.
D-Don’t come near me. Also, don’t laugh a second like that again.
What kind of laugh?
A sloppy expression without a care in the world like that of a child’s.
That’s enough, now move aside.
Sheesh…I get it already, I’ll be careful not to get my injury wet.
Jeez, she’s driving me mad.
Track 3: Strange Occurrence
Hah, so anybody can look good with the right clothes. You’re going to the regularly held festival in Asakusa right?
Why do I know? I heard it directly from Seishin.
However, he really does terrible taste, he’s a retard for inviting a dunce country girl to a festival. You see, I’m going on a secret rendezvous with an unthinkable beauty whom you’re no match for.
Name? Uh, err…IT DOESN’T MATTER WHO THE WOMAN IS!!! It has nothing to do with you.
What is it?
Hmph. I’m not some brat you should be worried about.
Tch. Look where you’re goin-
What’s wrong? Weren’t you supposed to be together with Seishin?
Hey, is something the matter!? Are you crying…? More importantly, that face, is that a bruise?
Don’t tell me you were hit?
What happened?!! I won’t know if you stay quiet-
Track 4: Forgiveness
Who is it? …Oh, it’s you. Please leave.
Did you hear it from that old geezer of a butler? I got into a bit of a fight, that’s all. It’s not a big deal so leave me alone.
I can treat myself. I’m in a bad mood so let me be by myself.
What a pain in the ass…
Come on, don’t just stand there, quickly come inside. Once you’re done with what you outta do, get out of my room immediately. Got it?
Kuh, nghh. Ah!
It doesn’t hurt that much, enough, just continue.
The person I fought with? There’s no way I’d tell you that is there?
Despite being foul-mouthed? You’ve gotten quite confident, haven’t you? There are no guarantees that I haven’t raised my hand against anyone up to this point right?
What a stubborn fellow you are, if you’ve got the time for idle talk then hurry up and move your hand-
IT HURTS!!! Don’t calm me down so forcibly you idiot, it hurts you know!?
O-ow, tch. I get, I’ll tell you. It’s that guy, Seishin.
I don’t know if you feel bitter about it, but…umm, you rejected him during the regularly held festival and had something horrible done to you no?
That is the one thing I hate the most. Hitting a woman, and to have them accompany you by force, it makes me want to vomit.
Say, can I ask you one thing?
Why did you turn down Seishin’s confession?
I don’t think of him as that type of guy but if you hadn’t seen his true character, his face and parentage are nothing to object to no? …Do you have a guy you like?
Oh, I see. There are many women who are okay with it even if it’s just a temporary farce, but I guess you aren’t one of those.
Hah? Are you saying that you got angry at me being slandered?
Even though I say whatever I want and push you around, to protect me regardless, don’t you think your head’s been screwed loose?
Not really, the reason I picked a fight with him is that I myself couldn’t stomach him. As a result, there are no exchanges after this, now hurry up and forget it.
Also, I’m sorry for not noticing earlier……
You, you’re crying!?
Aah jeez, weren’t you suppose to not cry? Please give me a break-
No, go ahead and cry. You’re putting up with too much you know? If you want to cry then cry, and if you want to run then run.
Let yourself decide what you want to do.
I haven’t said anything to deserve your thanks.
Is that so? Regardless, don’t cry in front of any man beside me. Especially not my brother or that driver.
Although it wasn’t a choice, I’m the man who’ll become the next head of the Ougi family after all. And since you’re a servant, I have the right to ask whatever I want of you.
Say whatever you like about it. Oh, you still have work after this right? I can do the rest myself, so go already.
Hey! Umm…thank you for treating and covering for me.
I guess so, there’ll be no more exchanges.
Track 5: Kiss
Oh, it’s you.
I was wonder what suddenly hit my shoulders, don’t startle me like that okay? My bad, did you call out to me? I didn’t notice.
If it’s about my injury, it’s fine already. Look, it has almost completely healed.
Yeah yeah, I get it, do as you like. Since that day, you would come and treat me every day without getting fed up with it.
Work eh. What a dull woman.
Hmm? What’s that?
Like hell I need candy.
The problem isn’t that it’s chocolate, I can eat it mysel-
Why you do have it…? You received it from the driver? I knew it, I won’t eat them! Shit, ah no, you were looking forward to eating them weren’t you? So you should eat them yourself.
I’ll go ahead and say it but there’s no need to be concerned over the matter of my fight since Sakunosuke’s parents have successfully settled it.
Nevermind, it’s nothing.
Something you’d like to ask? About me?
The thing I want most right now eh. Hmm, you know, are you so fixated on me? Have you taken interest in the pitiful scapegoat of a second son?
D-don’t start shouting all of a sudden.
Hand over your most precious memory to me. If you do that, I might cheer up a little. But well, that’s impossible for you though.
Huh? What’s with you? You told me to wait for a minute and then went off somewhere.
The thing most precious to you…?
Wait, so you took it seriously. Did you actually-you, that glass toy, that’s like a memento of your parents no?
If you hand it over to me here right now, there’s a chance that I might smash it apart you know? So you are still going to hand that glass toy to me in spite of that?
I get it.
…Even though it’s glass, it’s unexpectedly soft.
Hmm? Well, I think I’ve cheered up a little.
Everything I’ve had up till now were all my brother’s hand-me-downs, but hmph, this one’s mine.
What’s with you? Your face is bright red-
Eyes, I’m referring to your eyes. Close your eyes.
What did I do just now? Who knows.
Track 6: Noctilucent
Don’t screw with me…!!! You adults, just how far do you intend to use your kids as trophies?!!
I can see the bottom of your skirt you know?
In short, you’ll be coming with me, this is an order.
Hmm? What is it? Did you think I was bringing you to the red-light district just because I mentioned the nightlife?
I don’t really like those places. You’ve heard the talks no?
To put it plainly, discussions of mine and your marriage were brought up. My partner is Sakunosuke’s cousin. They have status, plus we owe a debt to them in regards to the matter that occurred the other day.
……So declining it isn’t an option.
Sakunosuke, unlike Seishin, is good-natured through and through, so he isn’t someone who would think up something so calculating.
His genuine kindness got taken advantage of by the cunning adults, that’s all.
And then, your partner shall be my cousin. He’s the son of my aunt from my mother’s side, I haven’t met him much but don’t you think his an insincere man?
My old man was curious about the festival matter you see, he says that it’ll be difficult for you to find a family to marry into following that. To my old man, this is a pure act as well.
Those people don’t know how to question the supposed good intentions of others, and it’s such a pain.
It’s a difficult world to live in when you’re a family heir or a country girl isn’t it?
This spot is good. Come on, take a look.
See? It’s fireflies.
During this time of year, you can spot fireflies here. You still weren’t at the household yet during this period last year so you were unaware of them but…
They’re beautiful aren’t they?
Huh? What did you think of me as? If you see something beautiful naturally there’s gonna be a 3-second delay.
However, the fireflies I saw in the forests of Kamakura are even more beautiful. I saw them when I was brought up there as a child by my parents, it looked like a field of flowers made of light. And a scenery that I thought to be unimaginable in this world spread out in front of me.
If I get married and become the family head, I’m sure I’ll lose my freedoms.
Though right now, compared to other second sons, I have many things tying me down. I have to succeed the family in place of my feeble brother, plus my brother holds no resentment towards my parents.
He doesn’t but…regardless, I’m my brother’s substitute. When you’re the substitute of another person, I wonder if you can even call that living?
In that case, it sounds almost as if you like me.
Don’t be all silent, I have one more business to take care of.
ーーI want to kiss you.
Oh, I guess so. A kiss is a smooch. I brushed it off earlier but you said that to you, I’m no one’s substitute. But to me, there’s no substitute for you either.
Say, is it okay?
I don’t want to give you up to anyone.
Let’s return, and let’s hold hands until we get back. I’m glad that I was able to visit this place together with you in the end.
Track 7: Elopement
Hey. Shh…I told you to come here without anyone else finding you did I not? So be quiet.
Where do you plan on going carrying such a large luggage bag? It seemed like you were sneaking around here lately, and I hear that the driver has been teaching you about the streets and railways.
Are you intending on eloping with me?
Haha, are you sane?
Yes, tomorrow’s the day I meet the young daughter, and once the engagement’s decided upon everything else moves forward in the blink of an eye.
You serious? On the off-chance that we’re caught, it won’t simply be overlooked, do you understand that?
Your promised happiness will all be for naught you know?
I said it? I said what?
I guess so, it’s okay to run when you want to run. Have you decided on a location we should escape to?
Don’t you think that’s perfect for a country girl? Let’s go.
Hey, like I thought, you should return to the mansion. Say that you were forcibly dragged along by me, you might get hit but it’ll somewhat cool the lingering angry.
With me, it won’t be settled so simply. Worst case, my old man might be stripped of his court rank. But well…at best, I’ll be drowned in the Kamakura sea and become fish fodder.
Don’t be selfish, at any rate, you should return.
Tch. Are you prepared to die for this?
You foolish woman. Come.
This the fleeting journey until we reach nirvana.
Track 8: Longstanding Desire
It’s nice that we’ve arrived in Kamakura, what exactly do you plan on doing in the middle of the mountains?
I see, a hotel eh. You remembered what I said that time didn’t you? But too bad, I saw it at the mountain behind the Hachiman Shrine and not here.
Nope, I don’t hate it in the slightest bit. It makes me happy, thank you.
Tch. It pours then stops then pours again, it just never ends. In any case, let’s find a place to take shelter from the rain.
Hey, let’s get inside that courtyard.
This rain, it’s quite harsh for it to start pouring now. If it won’t stop soon, then we’d have no choice but to sleep outdoors here. If the rain ceases by tomorrow morning then let’s visit the sea. Okay?
In the meantime, how about we sit down and have a rest?
Why are you sitting so far away? Come beside me, it’s better to adhere close and warm ourselves up precisely because we’re wet no? …Besides, I want to cling on more.
Enough, just hurry up and get over here.
Ah, it’s so warm.
Hey…I want to kiss you. It’s fine, right? Plus your lips seem cool, I’ll warm them up okay?
I’m sorry, just one more. Or is that no good?
Do you hate it?
If you hate it then I won’t do it anymore, I’ll end it here. If anything this is the last time, if you nod even once, then I won’t hold back anymore.
I’ll let you hear it as many times as you’d like.
I don’t like you, Iーーlove you.
I’ve always wanted to do this.
That much isn’t effective, I want you so bad that I can’t stop myself. I might not have been able to be your first man, but it’ll be nice if I could be your last.
Eh? B-But during the festival with Seishin…
Why you apologizing? It’s good that it was settled without you getting hurt.
Are you scared of me as well?
I’ll be gentle, but since I’ve had a rough attitude up until now, you might not be able to believe though.
You’re the only one who’d call me kind, that reminds me, in other words, I’ll become your first and last man in every sense of the word.
I’ve always wanted to touch your seemly soft so bad that I couldn’t help myself. And here too, it’s gotten really hard.
It’s more maddening than I had imagined.
Of course I’ve at least imagined it, I’m your traditional man you know? Besides, I’ve masturbated to you practically every day-
Ah n-no, it’s nothing, forget what I just said.
Hah…? Other women?
Oh, the conversation of about ‘that’ person, that was…umm, a spur of the moment thing. I can’t get it up with any woman besides you.
Jeez, enough. Quiet.
I’ve never touched anyone until now. I’ll be touching this spot of yours okay?
Amazing, it starts overflowing when I run the tips of my fingers against it a little. I want to make you feel even more pleasure, so is it okay if I lick it?
What an incredible response, it’s twitching. Please let me hear your cute voice okay?
It’ll feel even better from this point onwards, so don’t lose yourself okay?
That was the voice I wanted to hear, it’s cute.
I’ll be inserting my fingers okay? As churn it up with my fingers, I lick the place you react most to.
What’s this? You’re shaking your head with a blushing face.
You want me to stop because it feels too good? …So you’re earnestly following through about what I said about waiting.
You truly are foolish, but also cute.
Once I put it in, I won’t be stopping this time.
I won’t be responsible you know?
Tight. Your insides are so cramped.
Open your mouth, don’t close it yet, and stick out your tongue. Stick it out more.
That’s right, this time I’ll suck on it.
I wish to know everything that makes you feel good. You’re weak to your ears too right? Don’t resist, you realize that you’re squeezing down on me each time I lick the base of your ears no?
Look, see? Can you tell?
It clenched down again.
I’ve always hoped for us to become like this ever since you arrived at my house. That’s right, it was love at first sight, is there something wrong with that?
Why are you laughing?
It was the first time that I fell in love with someone so I didn’t know what I should do. Now stop talking.
I’m sorry, your back must hurt, right?
Wrap your arms around my neck, it’ll be fine if I hold you like this no? With this position, I can reach even deeper than before.
So tight. Tch. It doesn’t hurt. It’s so tight that it feels good.
My bad, I’ve been grinding up against you with the tip a lot. If it’s this, there’s nothing between us, even inside the ocean nor inside that world.
Your hair’s clinging together from all the rain and sweat, it’s a complete mess.
Because I’m fearful, I want you to tell me to kiss you.
Crap, you’re stirring me up.
This is bad, I can’t anymore. I’m about to cum.
Looks you’re at the edge of your limits as well, then let’s climax together okay?
Epilogue: Vidro Lover’s Suicide
“The remanent of this world, and the remanents of night. If you say my body’s heading towards death then I am the frost on the field roads. Disappearing one step at a time, it is pitiful for it is an entirely unrealizable dream.”
Hmm? Ah no, it’s nothing.
Are you scared?
It’ll be fine no? Look, if we tie our wrists together properly with twine, not even Lord Enma can pull us apart.
So you’re still able to laugh even during times like these eh.
There’s something I’d like to apologize to you for.
I’ve always desired you so badly that it was unbearable. Go ahead and laugh at it, but I didn’t know what to do. And yet, when I saw you speak to another man, in a full-on fit of jealousy, I started interfering and said some horrible things.
Don’t mind? Certainly, you had been discreetly informed about me.
I’m truly sorry for being childish.
I guess so, you’d forgive me just like that wouldn’t you?
Please allow me to kiss you one last time.
It’s not I enjoy kisses, but rather I enjoy kissing you.
I’ve always wanted you, and I’ll never let go of you ever again.
“Tokyo-fu. Earl Ougi’s second son and a young female servant threw themselves off Kamakura’s Cape Koyurugi to their deaths. Furthermore, their remains are still yet to be found to this day”
There no need to worry about that, it’s also written in the newspapers that the police have aborted their search.
That’s why I said it no? The fact that we’ll surely escape.
When we visited the cape, I purposefully chose a place that would grab as much attention as possible, and we were hurled into the ocean with our arms tied.
I left behind our shoes and luggage, so from their perspective, they can only see someone jumping. To them, a family’s successor and a country girl have died.
We might not avoid the inquisitive eyes of those in power but they won’t take a position beyond what’s necessary.
Would you prefer to have died?
I guess so, as long as we are alive, we might be able to find a way to make it up for those people.
Now come here.
Hmm? Really? But well…there’s no need for me to hide my feelings, neither the brother that was always hogging you nor that creepy driver are here anymore.
From on now, you’ll be spoiled by me for a lifetime.
The more I cherish you, the more I love you, I’m happy that you’ve become gradually more lewd.
Hehe, I guess your shy side never changes.
What a stubborn fella you are.
I’ve remembered all the spots you like. Since tips of your breasts are stiff, you mustn’t have been aware that you’re weak to me biting them.
Even though there’s no one to get in our way, I wonder why I just can’t stop myself from leaving these marks like this…
Next, please touch me.
You’re awful at it.
Idiot, don’t squeeze it so hard all of a sudden-
This is payback, stupid. It’s already soaking wet, I was able to insert 2 fingers right away you know?
I’ll strike the underside of this belly and rub hard against it, so get as wet as you want.
What’s this? You’re wrapping your legs around me.
So you want it already, how cute.
Okay, I’ll put it in so come here.
Come on, straddle me as though you’re pinching my hips with your thighs.
What a wonderful sight.
I won’t hold onto your hands. That’s right, slowly lower your hips as is.
Hmm? You don’t want to…? Does it not feel good?
You want to adhere closer you say? As always you really good at stirring me up. I don’t mind if you lay your entire body on top of me, come on, that way you can cling onto me.
What do you think of this position?
Your soft breasts are pressing against me. Crap, I can’t stop my hips either.
Huh? Did you cum?
I’m not making fun of you, just feel as much pleasure as you’d like. And the terrible me won’t let you rest anyways.
Me too, I’m about to cum too.
I’m cumming, inside you.
Is the inside of your stomach hot?
Not yet, I’m still releasing a lot no?
It’s fine, if you’re sleepy then sleep.
Hmm? Are you awake?
I threw away all our luggage, but this is the one thing I held onto.
Kiss…? You sure love kisses, don’t you?
I’m no one’s substitute. The way to repay my own sins and the meaning of living, I just have to go seek them out henceforth.
So will you follow along?
In that case, there’s nothing to fear.
I love you.